If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to live with a mental illness, then I can assure you it isn’t a pretty picture. The daily barrage of emotions, thoughts, and images that come swirling through your mind, all of which feel like they are coming out of nowhere, are like a tsunami. You might not even be aware that you’re having them.
I haven’t thought about it so much yet.
It’s like a flood of memories and emotions is pounding into your mind and they’re all coming at you at the same time. The only thing that makes the experience seem so chaotic is the fact you’re not in a place where you can focus your attention on anything. You’re just experiencing a flood of emotions, thoughts, and memories and they’re coming at you at the same time.
It’s like the ocean is just drowning in the sea of emotions and thoughts. We can’t even begin to comprehend what you’re feeling in that moment.
You can take this moment to be one of your most important ones of the day. It could also be one of the most important moments in your life. It could be a moment when you really come to understand who you are and whether or not you want to keep living. It could be a moment that you want to be held and cherished forever.
Thats how I feel. Ive always loved music, and being able to watch a video of someone crying to music, or someone with their eyes closed, or someone who is lost in a trance, has always been my favorite way to connect with other people. I guess I have always wanted to be able to share that with the world. But because that music is so loud, or that video is so dark, it is difficult for me to get a hold of that feeling.
My friend, Mike, and I have had a few things on this list, but we’re not exactly sure what they are. One of my favorite moments of music is when the sound carries the soul as it’s being sung and it is so much more powerful than the words. This is the feeling I was craving a year ago, and I’ve been craving it ever since. But my friends and I have no idea what we’re doing with it.
The feeling that we are lost in our own head. We’ve been there, we know that feeling, but can’t figure out where. The feeling that the world is going somewhere else, and the feeling that the person is not the same anymore. The feeling that the world is not a place you think of when you think of your home. The feeling that you are so far from knowing you. The feeling that the world is not a place you are.
The feeling that you arent where you think you are. Thats what we call dolor de pezon. It’s a feeling of not knowing where you are, but you know you arent there. That your heart isnt beating. That your breath isnt coming in and out. That you arent the same person you used to be. Dolor de pezon is a feeling that happens all the time.